steph is makin me blog haha

so steph the  loser sitting right nex to me watchin me type this is tryna erase wat im writing haha. she is adding ppl to follow for me cuz i cant figure out this crap for shitt. im jus tryna watch some good ol television but instead im blogging and she hates me . TEHHEEH. that baby is cute. chasin daddy. awwww. random. sex in the city. cutie is crying. wat do i write…

hmmm

bad morning today family shit. so i guess im goin to court and if i am gonna hafta fight my against my mom. hard to explain. sorry steph. long story short money and shit. dunnooo. but when im 18 i gotta testify and pick sides wtefff. oh well. thats life. when i make hella bank im outta this bullshit yeee. takin my sis with me. jus wish theyd start actin like adults and yadayada too much crap to take in today i think ima watch tv =]

lalala

TTOTD:

ice cream is beautiful. and hiphop too.

i couldnt think of much. today wasnt too eventful. beat the boys at pool and won 40 bucks me against them but that jus went off of wat i owed them so i only surfaced 5 bucks from mani. hahah this is gonna be a long process.

on another note. i  miss my sister hella.

well OOPSIES stephanie. hahah got it noww

TTOTD:

the night sky had an insane design tonite. even tho the day was on and off gloom due to inconsistent rain, the night sky had the sickest spattering of black and gray and that made up for it. i saw it when i was driving dun wry dint crash hahah but i did stare alot. the moon was shining thru and it dint struggle at all. the clouds were grayish and it looked like a mosaic of different shades of black and gray.

u guys are fags. lol

touching thing of the day before yesterday, yesterday, and today. cuz steph said lets do that. but she obviously dint do it. 0_0. lol

1. there was a couple walking down the street on capitol and the lady was clearly mentally disabled. the guy was clearly not. yet he was holding her like she meant the world to him. and she looked like the happiest girl in the world. they held hands and as they walked away i stared at them thru my rearview mirror and i couldnt help but tear up a bit. i cant express in words how much hope that inspired in me for people who are so misunderstood and overlooked. he didnt give a shit bout her disabilities and showered her with love for the world to see. nothing can top that.

2. the idea to do this was beautiful. hahahah i couldnt really think of anything lol

3. anthonys really bad singing was cute. but only cuz he was singing to me. =]

so im going to try to post at least one touching/ beautiful thing about the world, that i run into everyday. and even if my day is absolute SHIT and im at an all time low, i will STILL persist in finding something bright in all that darkness. becuz optimism is what keeps people sane. it keeps me strong.

i wonder

if. hahahah steph is jus rambling. blah blah blah. idk wat to write. needa update HELLA days jus cuz this is my calender so i dun forget everything i do in my life. even if its a wk ago. i WILL forget =/.

steph keeps makin me lose my train of thought. lol

anyways. today was cassy’s. dammit now she wont stop laughing. -__- hehehe. hehehe.hehehe. hehehe. thats wat it sounds like. =]

ANYWAYS. today was cassy’s get together thingi. swim in the freezing water. BRRRR> got thrown in wthhh water up the heeezy. got the worst tanline mother freek gotta tan my booty. mannn. and i hate tanning. tanning is a no no. chips salsa and nacho cheese chillin shower king of queens.

work till 10 at bernal first time. dint kno shit i was so lost. steph and cassy swooped me up after work and we spent a full like 4 hours doing nothin chillin in the car. tryna figure out wat to do. at  diff parks lmao never did anything. the ONE night hella ppl arent calling me up for shit like parties and we’re jus in the car out all night. damm. drank a lil bit of shitty drink. buzzin in the car for like 10 min went to fowler and then some creepy white truck was stopping at diff cars tryna open doors so we bounced kinda creepy. steph is so wierd. lol. wat was i talkin bout. oh yea. came back to my house drank a bit of irish creamm shitty medicine taste but the BEST after taste of coffee. NOS vegetable juice.. blehhh.

fruity. lalala. its a fine day. i mean night. wait day. MORNING. its fuckin 6:46 am. steph we should go to sleep. ok? ok. cassy already KO in the middle of my bed. all snoring and shit. HAHAHA. where is her caamera? yea i quote u steph. but i dun put quotations. this is long enuf. good night

good time wit my baby boo

hahaha. baby boo. lmfao more like big baby. well today is our 22 months and it was a pretty good one. start off with pool at sjstate against denny and peter. then me and the boy ate at BJ’s and im still fuckin full. yummm PIZOOKIES 0_0

i love it when we dun act like we’re hella used to eachother. actually flirting and shit. thats hard to get cuz when u already kno how it is u dun talk as much lolll. i’ll give him props for saying cute things which he hates to do only when he feels like makin me smile or laugh at his faggetish face hahaha it was a good evening.

then got to tommy’s house where him john and hieu were fixing chairs. yea. well actually hieu was just sitting there haha. and we watched co lisa yell at tommy like usual but hieu and john were hella scared cuz they’re not used to it. drove home and NOTE TO SELF. ask bout DS and LT.

SO MY WEEKEND SHALL WE? =]

FRIday- work then bonfire in sf which was whack cuz cops came and we got caught up with the drinks so we jus bounced when heng said he’ll get his ID. public drinking is a no no guys. ahhah but i CANT believe i missed a crackin ass party for hengs house cuz no one was in the mood to do shit so they were dead at hengs.although me and xtine played beer pong for the first time together and did pretty damm good =] its cuz derek cheated and ended the game when we only had one left =/ oh wells. still hate the taste of bear BLEHH. slept tired as hell at my boys. shoulda went wit them to see transformers instead. oh pooo

SATurday- woke up all groggy at aguas. i like wakin up with him takin up tons of the bed and blankies yet its still hella hot haha. i went to laurens grad party in GILROY hellaa far man. and i mean HELLA FAR. passin cows and horses and shit. but her house was nicee as hell i love it. and the cocholate covered strawberries. mmhmmm. so i was there bout an hour swam like a minute then showered for work lol. left wit a platefull of food tehehe worked 7-10 with amber and thuy then went to thuys place to get ready to go out for the night.

I HATE when soo many ppl call me all at once wit like a minute innterval in between. that means i have NO TIME to get ready altho the phone calls and in between time takes up a fuckin hour of my time and then im lagging. great. how bout giving me jus 15 minutes of peace and i’ll be done?! okay then dun blame me if u call me more than 15 times each. and sumhow i find myself on the phone jus about every time im bout to go out and have limited time to get ready. yippiiee. now im not finding sumthin to blame fer when im late, jus this night was DEFINITELY an example of how multiple phone calls can slow ur ass down lol

so there was a failure of a party that me johnny and tommmy stopped by at and dint even go in cuz of ummm complications that made them not wanna go. when we were leaving the lot bout four cars pull up and guys stream out askin us where the party at on this street lmfao. we left and johnny drove me to victors where jeannie derek llew and aguas were drinking up. chill for a bit then go back to aguas to crash.

oh BTW. mrs. fan called me that day and INSTEAD of the bad shit everyone told me id get cuz tellin her i was gonna quit would be the biggest mistake everr, well nope did not turn out that way. im getting a raise and more hours at bernal store. yee she needs me bitchesss =]. still looking for another job tho ahahha cuz im tired ferreals

SUNday- beachday with derek llew johnny and jeannie. aguas drove me to get a “bathing suit” ahemmm if u can call it one haha (thanks babee) and then drove all the way to santa cruz only to say he wants to go home dun like the beach and drops me with llew’s car. lol poor baby drove there for nada. beach was cold and shit but we went in the water which knocked me and jeannie off our asses. brrrrrr. and salty too. couple pics and my battery died musta been scared of the boys faces hahaha. back on eastside and its fuckin hot still at like 9pm woww. u guys had a hot day in san hoo huh. victor drove me to meet anthony,tran,peter,hieu, and john at in and out ( high ass mothafuckas munchin on friess) and then me and anthony bounced. laid in his car in front of his house cuz his mom was home and we dint feel like going in. o_______- he went home a happy lil boy <3 muahss fagget.

Monday- clean. crossroads. pool against anand and justin alone. costco. tutor two kids now. johns house to get the boys they were burnt out. lay in the car cuz aguas too blown. fagg was jus sleeping hahah cute froggy face. then went home.

watta wkend.

ferreal dude

seeing those guys at wendy’s with EDC painted on their honda OMFG i wish i went too -__- wats wrong wit us, that was only a couple days ago and wat were we doin thats comparable lmao its okay NEXT YEAR FER SURE!!!

ehobabyy:

Dammnnn edc is tonight. FUCK. I wish i went “/

so i woke up raspy. and went to bed with a bit of remorse.

hella sluggish. and my throat still hurts like a mofo. wat do i doo ? =[

well heng and amanda stopped by to check out the house, we really gon rent out parts of the house now. yee freedom

i tutored the lil boy at night. then stopped by tap met up wit aguas,tommy, justin nguyen,john,lyna,hieu, and these two youngstas. went home sumhow tired as hell.

-_- home. dad givin me hella shit bout needin to do more help round the house. im hella tired out from work tho fjkda;k dun needa hear more crap bout my inadequate mom and sumhow relatin it to me. shit. but i feel kinda bad yelling at him now, not during but after. cuz he has hella health problems and i know i should try to keep him around longer.. idk. please live long. i keep getting scared that if anything were to happen to him, i would regret it all. and if sumthin happened to my mom, i wish she spent more time wit me. with my baby sister i’ll regret the most. i can hardly call her my sister i see her once a month.. that poor angel, even tho im hardly there for u idk wat id do without u. i hafta start driving to see her every week cuz i think id die of regret if she left me without knowing i care bout her more than anything in the world.

oh and R.I.P. king of pop

one skinny nigga

so yesterday steph came took me to evys and we swam. apparently im a lil kid looking stick… 84 pounds.. lost like 8 pounds. WTF. this summer IS draining me out.work with no time to eat, burning hella calories scooping ice cream and i come out like this.a skinny girl wit strong arms. FEED ME PLEASE fjdka;ljka;l. i wanna eat 7 meals a day like i did during school. =[ so i found out a few things. im too “small” to be a coffee shop girl, according to some ppl, and i look like a lil kid? yup. coffee shop girls make bank altho i never liked how they did it. now that i HELLA Need money now tho, i realize sum ppl might just need the money and i shouldnt be so critical. but i guess that job is outta the question despite hella other ppl tellin me i do look like one, apparently i dun fit the requirements in a girls point of view and i guess i’ll trust their judegment.. oh wells. at least im perfectly happy with the way i am. =] i could gain a bit more pounds to be healthier tho.. ahaah.

during our swim we got a visit from denny peter and tommy.went to sonics.and later went to kim’s surprise dinner at boiling crab. hella heads from og lol. then i tutored fer a bit, and met up the girls. steph= designated driver. me, cassy, and ho = buzzin mothafuckaas. ;] met brenden,josh,frank,  and hayden at the mall parking lot. lost them. went to pool. left without playing haha.skipped to dylan’s place where a few heads already chillin. and eventually bounced. an interesting phone convo kept me occupied till i fell asleep. and i woke up with a dam sore throat. fjdkla;gj.

TODAY is wednesday. i cleaned my bathroom. gahhh.then met up tommy,john, jade, and jackie at eastridge only to find transformers was SOLD OUT TILL 12 sumthin. o poo.went to tap met wit hieu and aguas. chilled and then me and my boyy went to edgies to play pool. got home round one sumthin, and i think im to tired to go to that sunnyvale party. =/ we’ll see.

today

so now im gon actually post bout today. steph came ate then we went to eric’s house the boys and xtine blazed and got my work short smelling wtfreak hahah then me and watkins hella killed eric and steph in hockey lol. we laid in the HOT ASS HOUSE. and then i went to work. worked wit amber today and everytime the two of us work together its BUSY AS FUCK. i think customers are attracted to us, they hear we’re working and bam they gotta buy some ice cream. hahaha. now im too tired to go out tonite. =/ ive been missing out HELLA parties this summer so far.. all becuz my tired out overworked body isnt willing to get outta the house. im tired of working two jobs. hate my back aching and arms becoming cut or as some call it “toned” like ima strong ass old lady. so i think this old lady is done for the night. not goin to bonfire. im goin to bed. eventualllyy.

gnight to meee.

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